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My KIDS drive me CRAZY! I love them but they do the MOST! I KNOW Ginny it must of been HELL having a child scared to swim AND fly! Ginny I have a PASSPORT! I’ve been on quite a few PLANES this year. It’s only been two years! 


I’m a learn to SWIM Monmy! I am! Martha Beck a columnist and Doctor I have followed for years through Oprah advised that we put something you fear write it down and say you are going to conquer it. Only because you will help others. Or how you will use it for the greater GOOD! THIS will help you achieve it! The link is on my page y’all 👇🏾


I’m watching “Working Moms” by Catherine Reitman (Ivan’s daughter) and it’s a GAMECHANGER! I wanna be up there with these bitches🙋🏾‍♀️🤣😏EXACTLY who I AM! In CANADA with JJ! I’m already writing a book I got my shit going I promised my family! My Aunts ain’t playing with me. Uncle James JUST died! FOR NOTHING! We telling IT! I’ll sell them myself like Ms. Sharon (Sonna’s Mother🕊) and DOE English Department Alumni and Trazier told me to do YEARS ago. I got this because I changed my life when I finally started living it! 


I go places and come right back and don’t miss shit. NOTHING! I always been the shit but I lived literally in chaos! When y’all read this book you will understand ME! My life, my family! Our Journey! My Mother tried to tell me to just LIVE every day and still is! 


We be laughing 🤣🤣🤣because Monmy and Daddy ain’t give a fuck WHAT was going on outside  when we were together! EVERYONE used to be at our HOUSE! We would be out on weekends to Jamaica in our car! I’m so GLAD Duane HOME Mommy loved him and saw the best in him Daddy too and that’s my REAL friend! 


I love going to Bert and Eboni house because my kids do too! My cousins been riding with me HARD and I appreciate y’all! Mommy always wanted to go to y’all house! My Mother was so independent even in the END! I only weep when I think of how hard you worked and how proud of me you always were for working at that job I hated! And when it was over you said I was the only person in the world that wanted to work! 🤣🤣🤣I never listened to you Mana-I hear you now! 


I found this picture and remember how you used to look at it when you saw it. I think this is Billy. Im a go back to where you started and stayed and soared. I love you and thank you for everything...

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