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I love my family and friends! I’m looking at the videos and my FAMILY is right there and my true FRIENDS! Nothing is too unrealistic because I’m KIM! Sometimes I do go OVERBOARD and y’all bring me back to reality lol! 


I love my sons but this little girl right HERE-she’s so SMART like she would listen at to me rattle off my lists, watch me hustle. 


Just like Granny and I. You are so beautiful in my memories because it was REAL. The elegance and glamour. The cheeseburgers and rutabagas. Cut rutabagas like fries and make a cheeseburger like a magazine cover.  Who does that? Wallpaper walls felt like silk? Was it silk? Who does that? An innovator. 


Bae and JJ like Bruce Lee movies! Omg I have seen these movies with you πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚they are so good now that I’m grown! I don’t talk when we’re watching them I am thinking about YOU. The last days and YOUR President! The way you said his name. I could ALWAYS hear you! 


Just like Nana and I. O I think back on all you taught us-my Daddy’s Mama. To thine own self be true. 


I talk about Nana more because Granny was very private. Auntie Helen, Courtney, David and Kayla too. 


You know Aunt Colette, Eboni, Kazia and I dgaf lol. 


Shaquana ALWAYS there my Best Friend who loves me for me never extra, never fake NEVER knows it matters to me. 


JJ, Zakai and Bella. 



 

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