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Caught up in The Rapture

 Good Morning Everyone! I had a great weekend with my family and I am blessed beyond measure as are each of you! I pray that this week finds you happy, healthy and at peace! Sometimes we look so LONG at a CLOSED door that we forget that the beauty is in the journey and each day and experience can lead us to RAPTURE....


I thought the time between Mommy passing and JJ was my epiphany but aht, aht, aht(in JJs voice) this year 2020 has been my muse. I finally had the opportunity to be still and LISTEN to the whispers(in Oprah’s voice) my calling, my creativity can only shine through if I curbed the chaos. 


My book is going to be candidly vivid. It will cover an array of topics, include testimonials and interviews and pay homage to the people in my life on Earth and in Heaven that have played pivotal roles in helping me become who I AM TODAY! 


I’m so thankful for life and the people taking my journey with me. David and my kids bring me so much JOY it’s a ALOT but to whom much is given much is required. I kid y’all NOT I NEVER in a million years would think my life would be like this right now. I am so happy I cry sometimes because my Mother not here to see THIS. But I know she does and God did this for me on His Time! I deserve this! He deserves this! My kids deserve this! 


I am getting healthy I lost 19 pounds since the last week of July! Yes KIM and he feeds my ass😂😂😂Moe is training me now so stay tuned in 6 months the streets will be saying “Kim smoking CRACK” 😂😂🤪🤪


To anyone holding on to ANYTHING let it go! Let it gooooo! You will never find closure angry! You will cut people who didn’t even BREAK you unless you put yourself back together! Clean out your LIFE! Throw the old shit away, trim your circle. Limit your absorption of nonsense. Focus on making money. Focus on supporting your family and friends business ventures. 


Spruce up your surroundings. Carve out a niche, space just for you! Take care of your kids! You have to! And don’t be like I was and complain about it! I mean I STILL do but y’all KNOW my KIDS! 😂😂😂Take care of your partner! It’s OK to love someone especially when they love and honor you because LOVE ain’t enough! 🤷🏾‍♀️it ain’t I’m sorry I NEED to be upheld! 


Make each moment matter and create magic. Love who treats you right and forget the rest! The Best is yet to come.....

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