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Gender Reveal

 WCW 5 years s ago TODAY I was pregnant with JJ at the doctor finding out he was a boy. My Mother had just died and every day just getting out the bed was a blessing. I am not going to let my fear of the unknown STOP me from living my BEST life because God showed me the WORST so He could empower me to NEVER go there AGAIN! 


I am a GREAT Mother! I always have been not for social media or for the STREETS but real LIFE! If I had 10 I would be a even better one because the other 9 would help me with the LAST one( I’m Betty Baisley’s Granddaughter don’t EVER get it twisted) I’m also Helen Jenkins granddaughter and you can love two children separately yet equally and they turn out how they turn out! 


I made mistakes with David but he’s GROWN I gave that child EVERYTHING I could , showed him hard work by staying committed to my career that shit was torture! I didn’t  want to be a statistic not realizing I’m a STAR! You can have four degrees (ala Wendy from RHOP) and STILL end up where you end up! It’s fine as long as you don’t stay there! With JJ I have dedicated my LIFE to being his advocate because that’s my BABY ya HEARD!!! 


So in conclusion 🤣🤣🤣🤣every time someone attempts to take me back to where I KNOW I crawled, prayed and climbed my way FROM I just feel so blessed by my HEALING! And the LOVE I feel from my MAN! He amps the shit out of me and also holds me accountable which is a beautiful balance. 


As I look back at my life and the times I was abandoned, belittled, rejected and betrayed I KNOW it led me to today. I am on the most amazing JOURNEY (my baby’s name I wanted and should of chosen)and I’m thankful for all that are taking it with me!

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