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Good Morning Everyone! I had a GREAT day yesterday! EVERYTHING is coming together in my life and I am inspired, humbled and grateful. Mommy used to say “You want to hear a funny joke-? Tell GOD your PLANS”


I love my children and the family I have created yet I HAD to carve out a niche for MYSELF! Something uniquely designed for KiM! I’m not dwelling any longer on what WAS, IS or even what is to COME! I’m blessed with the knowledge and skills I have obtained and honed throughout my life. I’m now applying them in different aspects starting with SELF care. 


A year ago my life was on a trajectory that was going to lead me to today. I didn’t realize and truly understand that the lessons were in the journey. I’m not even talking about my relationships with my children or partner but my approach to life. I’m a GiVER. It fills me with JOY to help others! It does! My Mother was like this. She ALWAYS was. I loved that about her because I would watch her be rewarded for her genuine, unwavering nobility and it was NOTHING. She NEVER tried to keep up with the Jones-we are JENKINS we are our OWN WAVE....


I am nurturing myself RIGHT now! It feels amazing and YES some days are better than others but I will not  EVER let anyone steal my joy. I am HAPPY as SHIT I feel like the QUEEN I am. As I age I realize that time waits for no one and we must make each moment matter....I’m thankful for EVERYONE that believes in ME and supports me. I feel filled with purpose and creativity. I feel supported and loved. 


I was so overwhelmed this year like for the fist time in my life being DEAF felt like I was at a disadvantage because I HAVE to teach my CHILD. There’s no downtime on our Journey. I will NEVER forget this year and the strides we have made and the promise of continued blessings ahead. I cannot reiterate enough that I KNOW who I AM. I will NEVER tie my worth or attribute my happiness to people, places or things....I don’t have that type of time.....


If nothing I say resonates with you let me be CLEAR (in my President Barack Obama’s voice) you cannot STOP God’s Will! You can’t! You can’t convene and PLOT, you can’t attempt to thrawt, you can’t play checkers against someone playing chess! You can’t.....sooo many people just hate to, won’t and can’t see me HAPPY!!! Close your EYES! Block me on social media, unfollow me. ANYTHING I ever DID came from my HEART! I pray my baby inherited that from ME! 


Isolation leads to elevation. You meet new people, you change the way you connect to others. I am my authentic, genuine, caring and brilliant self. I am building my BRAND in earnest. I see my evolution but God sees it too. He planted the seed so long ago. Thank you Heavenly Father for shining Your Light on Me.....

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