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Day 1:


Thanking God and giving HIM ALL The GLORY for giving me the opportunity to live and thrive throughout the Pandemic and everything associated with it. For allowing me to live abundantly when I could of been destitute and downtrodden. For allowing my abilities to outshine my disability so I can stay focused and use these crucial and formative years to be JJ’s voice. 


I want to thank every and anyone who has been there for me in 2020. For the people that made sure Jermaine Jr. had a CHRISTMAS on CHRISTMAS. The amazing teachers and therapists that go above and beyond. Who treat me with dignity and respect.For the dope haircuts that Scid-nice Atkinson does that JJ loves and looks forward too. The discipline and patience that got us HERE. The little things mean the MOST. To my Aunts who lovingly gave my baby and the kids in our family a beautiful holiday your Parents ARE PROUD! For the ones who know that the best thing you can do is just LISTEN to me. No judgements, distain just LISTEN I THANK you! 


I’m just KIM 43 years old and I have overcome EVERYTHING meant to BREAK me from BIRTH yet in 2020 I had to lean on my faith this happened in January before Covid. I just asked God and my Parents to CHANGE my LIFE I DID and AMAZING moments happened! And just like always GOD made a way! Sometimes the things that are too good to be true are sent from Heaven. 


To my amazing best friend in the ENTIRE world Daniele O. Dubuclet I love you GIRL I can tell you ANYTHING always have and always WILL you be KNOWING 💪🏾you are kind, loving and amazing and I appreciate you NOW and forever! You see the BEST in ME even when I don’t myself! 

 

This year is my YEAR again! I got this! I’m going to SCHOOL online and learn how to execute EVERYTHING I want for myself and keep myself occupied and nurtured! To be the go to person for myself so I can get this MONEY! I’m a WRITE and publish SOMETHING and make some MONEY! Money isn’t everything but it HELPS a lot! 


If nothing I say resonates with you let me be clear! Being here right NOW is a privilege denied to many! I want to be more than just my wardrobe! My Aunt Bean was so much MORE than just her fabulous clothes! She was organized, meticulous and INDEPENDENT just like her Mother!!! And she’s GONE and I’m going to live for HER and ALL the ones who solidified my character and instilled in me substance! ‘Everyone ain’t built like US👑


Love and Light, 

If NOTHING will be the same in a YEAR was a PERSON

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