Professionally I feel so empowered, optimistic and Kimmish! I KNOW everything is coming together because God, Daniele and I said so ššš¾I feel like my Ancestors are so NEAR watching, applauding and loving EVERYTHING I am doing. Iāve learned to invest in myself. And be unapologetic about it as well.
While doing this I have also learned that Nothing is coincidence and The Creator has orchestrated everything for my greater GOOD. Thereās a thin line between HURT and ANGER. Sometimes itās so THIN they TOUCH. I have been ANGRY for too LONG! You know WHY itās too long? Because every moment I waste being MAD I cannot recover! I miss out on all the JOY in my LIFE!
I am doing FANTASTIC! The ONLY person in this WORLD who ever truly HEARD me gave me a fresh start, another point of view and the resources to change my life! And he didnāt have to! Thatās what makes it all the more beautiful. But above ALL he told me that he was HARD on ME because he sees what I donāt! He taught me to LISTEN too...even if you donāt want to HEAR it! Stay busy and OWN my disability! It hasnāt stopped anything ALL these years AND aināt shit wrong with me...Iāve changed my life.
I made a list of goals in my 60 day challenge! Things I wanted to accomplish-things that almost a month in are not only attainable but Iām pushing harder! I had to focus on what matters and how I want this next chapter of my life to go. Holding on to HURT affects EVERY relationship you have. I canāt make people honor, love or even respect me but I donāt have to deal with you either.
Iām excited about the journey Iām on. Everyone just canāt GO. Especially the ghosts of my past. Iām Ronaldās Child I can hold on to shit FOREVERšAll this butt I have is enough to carry. I had to lighten my load. Queen Cicely spent ninety-six years living her life on her terms and creating magic. And the only man she EVER talked about was Miles Davis.....
Comments
Post a Comment