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New Year Better Me

You can lead a horse to water but you cannot force them to drink. My Father used to say this all the time! Self care is imperative to longevity, health and prosperity. I cannot worry about anything more than myself including my children. I can’t and I AIN’T(I meant to write that)


When I was in elementary school my teachers used to teach me new words every day especially Ms. Goldstein and Ms. Bell. Ms. Bell was suppose to “carry me” Ms. Goldstein went on sabbatical but came back early because we weren’t staying up to par. My classsmates and childhood friends are so brilliant! I remember everything and I still LIVE here!

I learned how to read at 4 years old because I talked LATE so I was non verbal but understood everything like JJ so Granny gave me Mommy and Auntie’s high school math book to READ! It was orange and after the first thing I said EVER “Mommy I don’t want any oatmeal” I started reading the MF BOOK y’all! (Fred loves this STORY) 

I am deaf but worked at the phone company. I was a 411 Operator but losing my hearing. Then I became a representative and sales consultant and was so professional and proficient. I have a zero tolerance for mediocrity and I don’t give AF if I EVER work again finally! Mommy used to be like “your the only person who wants to work” My Mother busted her ass and died prematurely for US, my Grandmothers, Aunts and cousins, my Sister are the hardest working women I KNOW!

I ain’t forcing nobody to fuck with me in ANY capacity! I’m a hustler Ed Lee and Pretty Jimmy’s Granddaughters the HUSTLERS of ALL hustlers.  QGTM legitimately setting the trends! I been on and I’m taking care of myself and business! I’m not playing I’m 44 years old and I’m so focused! 

Anyone on my journey with me Let’s GO! Daniele and I Oprah and Gayle Gayle wasn’t even there yet Oprah had ALL her kids! I’m not playing I KNOW what I’m doing!

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