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I just want to thank EVERYONE who breathes LIFE into ME! Who encourages my choices, parenting, progress. Who holds my hand when I need it and cheers me up when I’m down. Who lifts me up when I’m soaring so I can go even higher. 


This Summer taught me you don’t need a lot of people around you. You just need the RIGHT people around you. 


A year ago I was literally sick to my stomach because the school I wanted JJ to remain in was saying he couldn’t go there anymore. I’m now the Vice President of ALL the schools and JJ is back at his site creating books, doing Yoga, eating vegetarian dumplings and being the Artist that only he can be. It was never anything more than it’s the best environment for his needs in this CITY and he belongs THERE. 


I wrote a business plan that ironically was modeled for a school district in California. I have read voraciously up on how to acquire a business AND  as a woman of color and disabled. For the last twenty one years I have been DEAF. When my former career, my political aspirations and my event planning experiences were colliding Auntie was trying to help me get a Venue. I was DEAF. I haven’t forgotten that. How she ALWAYS helps ME my whole life with my kids. How I was going to do this during Quarantine ANYWAY but my ideas (a private investigation firm 🤣did not go over WELL with my investors) I appreciate Auntie Helen with EVERYTHING in ME. I have ALWAYS been ON. 


As Summer transitions into Fall I look back and see that timing is EVERYTHING. God is The Redeemer. He knows his plans for me. I want to maintain a base in New York and an Business in my community but I definitely want to move to Los Angeles in some way contribute to the industry as a Creator.  My best friend since I was 5 who was repeating to me what the teachers was saying when we were little is amping me SO 🤷🏾‍♀️I’m a try my luck in L.A. when the time is RIGHT and God says so. 


Aunt Audrey always was like “Trust Him Kim.” I am and I’m thankful for the journey. Alanna Abraham-sheard taught me that so long ago. Trust the journey. 

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