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I love my friends that don’t mind that I always have JJ. They always invite me with him knowing it’s HARD. I’m not trying to be morose it’s just not easy finding a “SITTER” I also don’t be wanting to be screaming through y’all events “come here JJ, don’t touch that JJ” If I ask to bring somebody it’s only for help. 


Shaquanna love him and help me on her days off (and when she comes home from work some nights no questions asked) Shirelle and Kristen stay inviting me somewhere with him. If I turn down an invitation chances are I had NO BABYSITTER I love y’all so much. 


What you see on the outside or hear from a HATER don’t be the fucking truth! I’m held up to the HIGHEST standards me and my FOUR senses! I go through the same SHIT everyone else go through I just never with GOD’s Grace sat on a curb but this bitch has sat in the DARK! 


 I’m happy though! I KNOW who I am and have found my purpose! I SEE how people ARE and I’m FINE with that just KEEP that same ENERGY’ A few years from now Moe and I are going to be rich and famous! I believe THIS I know THIS my parents, Godparents, grandparents, teachers and REAL friends been telling me this my ENTIRE LIFE! I didn’t believe in myself! 


JJ is making progress every day! Our family and the teachers are so happy! I learned to keep some things to myself tho! I couldn’t fathom after ALL the shit I been through since he was born HOW I could be unsupported! But you know what? I figured out with time and HEALING that it was Gods Plan. 


I’m not the type of person to act funny with NOBODY! I’m candid as a Mf because I grew up in an Era where we coined the phrase “ain’t no future in fronting” I see these LIKES! I KNOW what it IS! 


Mommy used to always say “favor ain’t fair” I’m a THREAT! I AM! A one person movement! No matter how much salt you throw on my name, talk about me and PLOT I’m ALWAYS gonna be OK! You know WHY??? Because I do GOOD by people! I do and y’all slips be showing (in Nana’s voice)2020 was supposed to be “the year WE SHIT on KIM”. But GOD, Covid and BIg David said “aht, aht, aht” (in JJ’s voice) 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣


Have a great night and Remember: be KIND and don’t COME for me if I ain’t SEND for YOU #MovingRightAlong

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