To thine own SELF be true

It's almost time to ring in the New Year. I am thankful for the love, laughter and joy in my life. I'm grateful for my trials for they showed me how resilient I truly am. I appreciate all the genuine people in my life. The family members that really love my kids and I. The friends both old and new that encourage, motivate and uplift me. This year I learned that God is The Redeemer. He will make a way. He makes no mistakes. He KNOWS what He is doing.

I am forty years old now. I have an adult son and a toddler. I am blessed beyond measure. I'm focusing on my children and myself. I'm going to achieve ALL of my dreams regardless of who does or doesn't support me. I'm going to invest in Jermaine's future. I'm going to take care of MYSELF more. I get so stressed out over the behavior of others. I ALREADY raised one Prince. I wasn't perfect but I did the best I could. I ALWAYS have to be on point because people only care about themselves. I'm FINE with that. In my old age I'm learning to invest ALL my time, resources and energy into my kids. We GOOD over here.

In conclusion don't beat yourself up over ANYTHING. I used to be so materialistic. Time is the most valuable THING on earth. I refuse to spend it dwelling on ANYTHING that doesn't foster my growth. Very FEW people will reciprocate what you did for them. That's why when you do things you must do it from the kindness of your heart. God sees you and that's the ONLY thing that matters. To thine OWN self be TRUE.

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